as before
i guess it will be a meaningful day for us
it certain our relationship
but now...
i don't even know what i mean to you
you're very strange...
not because of distance
but because of our character have been unsuited
i've tried hard to act in concert with you
at last...
i get nothing
we changed...
our goal have been different
you knew that i love you
but i hate the way u change my mind
why don't you just let go?!
you don't coax me anymore...
why...
i just want to be treat as other girlfriends
i want to hear sweet talk
i want each end of conversation i will not cry
i want to be weak sometimes
even i just want to hear "i love you" for once...
these request are too much?
sorry...
i am really can't handle these...
i cried just because you are too important to me
i can smile in front of people
but in the back
i can't and i am almost collapsed...
do you still care about me?
why everytime when i'm down
you just leave me alone?
you thought i was brave enough?
i despair for you...
i don't expect your care...
your sincere...
your love anymore...
i can't feel it's there...
i cried because i care
do you?
you do not...
my dear...
we were together for almost a year
but i can't feel the joy although i tried hardly to get feel
i think you too...
everytime my heart is bleeding
you can't see
you can't hear
you can't feel
i will let you go if you are weary
this will be my biggest concession...
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